For whatever the reason, I feel like I am grieving.
I'm not depressed or fighting it...what I'm feeling is grief.
Now if I could pinpoint what it is from, I'd be a magician.

Probably a combination of things
The rehab from this surgery is driving me nuts. I'm used to rehab being outta bed the next day, lots of PT and walking...I'm allowed to sit up for 30-40 minutes, lay flat on my back for about an hour, walk 15 minutes and the other 15 minutes on the computer
it's a poopy cycle although that is not the word I wanted to say!
then this morning, my external hard drive went crazy. I'm worried because all my pictures and, most especially, my journals, are on it...I thought I was doing the right thing by transferring them there.
I didn't think it would have any problems, dumb I know...any piece of equipment will at some time or another.

Ok, off my pity pot
but I'm still grieving

Cap