I sometimes feel the need to get up and jump and dance and go crazy. Sometimes i will just go smoke pot because i feel it helps with the need to go crazy. Sometimes I will paint random stuff using random objects if i dont have a paintbrush, or listen to really loud music. I will get so involved with the project that i feel like i lose sense of time and act weird when my roommates talk to me and i just say im out of it and feeling weird. Other times i feel the need to cry but nothing will come out because i am on so many anti-depressant drugs. i just sit, being extremely sad and feeling like its impossible to smile. i also will sometimes be thinking something in my head and then i cant remember if i said it out loud or not, so i will be like "did i just say _______out loud?" and they usually say no that i didnt, but i couldnt honestly remember and that weirds me out. help!!!