Thank you!

I don't know what to say. I'm in a mess, lost. I don't have a place to stay, don't know where I'm going. I can't see in front of me. I'm tired.

I keep on seeing why I'm at this point in my life like a movie that has no end. Why can't I say " no"? Why haven't I learned to say no? I can only say no when it comes to defend others but not myself. I know why I am at this point. Part of it is my fault. Part of it is because I can't hurt others. Part of it is because I couldn't say no.

I'm not out of the woods and I don't know if I will be able too. I'm so very tired but I'm not with him and I will never turn back, never.

I do not have access to a computer easilly as I did before.

I thank you so very much for not having forgotten about me. You are all good people, very caring people.

Love you all. Please take all good care of yourself!
Many hugs!
nightdream