My T's say that my body is having pain from the kidnapping and ra++ because it has to be heard. So I listened to it tonight and Im sure its the nine year old girl talking but this is what I said to myoo emdr T when I called her and left a message.. what the he++ happened to me? I know that I was attacked but why did it hurt and what happened to me. No one ever sat down and explained to me what happened. I know now I know the answer sort of but I have never had any one explain to me. I dont know if i can hear it. No one looked at me and said you were rap++. No one ever ever told me why the pain was so bad and being nine of course it was but no one explained it to me. I think that is my right to have someone explain this to me, and then tell me why people do this willingly as adults. I have no clue. Am i stupid?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????