((((((((((Earthmama))))))))))))

I hear your frustration in your post. It sounds like you're trying TOO hard.

And that is so understandable. You want to be healed, you want to have peace and happiness. Maybe you want to be able to get the most out of the wonderful resource you have in T and Teacher T before they leave you?

But they are not going anywhere. Teacher T WANTS to work with you. She will be there, patiently waiting, until you are ready. You don't have to push yourself to places you are not ready to go.

It is hard, but try to patient.

As someone told me recently, "You can't rush the pace of grace."

Try to be patient, try not to be discouraged. Everything will come in time, in the right time, when it's the BEST time.

Breath, earthmama..... breath, and give yourself grace, patience and gentleness. You are on a journey, and you have Teacher T and T on the road with you for as long as it takes.

ktgirl