((((((((((( Earthmama )))))))))))))))
I am sorry that you are feeling frustrated, when I feel this way to me it seems like I am walking through a pool of maple syrup, I want to go faster but I just cant. Please be patient with yourself, walls of defense are put up as a coping skill and it takes a long time to tear them down.
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