ok so today I have been kinda moping around and I think its cause its gloomy but I keep having my thoughts which are bugging me more then causing the usual panic and fear which is making me kinda worry! so its kinda like im panicing about not panicing so I have been on the internet since 7am looking up to make sure im ok cause I am thinking well I must want to do this im having these thoughts with out panicing I just juat getting stupid thoug like do it or somethings along that line! but I just worry cause why am I not anxious then I start thinking back to why don't I worry and freak about about other stuff like I used to so it goes in a circle!