oh, mouse, I am so sorry...
you are brave although you may not feel that way

rape has it's own terror to work through...I've done it twice. in my mind, I had to combine the two into one terrible event because I just couldn't handle it otherwise. T said that was all right...I would have done it anyway, but at least he understood my feelings.

the other events are related to childhood trauma and my time in Nam.

sometimes it never stops; when it does for even a second is when I celebrate and cherish those itty-bitty times.

Cap