ok so I posted in my last bulliten about my stupid thoughts which maybe wasn't a good idea cause something cause a trigger and made me breakdown now I just need some reasurance that im normal and not a freak!! I understand my thoughts are irrational and I would never do stuff that I think but I doubt all the time just like the stories u hear that are about mothers with ocd or others that have harm ocd that exactly how I feel everything they discribe is how I feel everything I search daily and constatley about everything that I think of to make sure im not a phsyco I search everything about acd or other stuff it could be I have such a huge fear of psychosis or schitzophrenia I noiced I did the same when I had fears of germs and illness I just need some sort of reasurance to know that im not a freak