I meet my lawyer in 6 hours and the hearing is 45 minutes after that.

I'm starting to feel buzzy all over my body and I have to keep going to the bathroom.

I have so much to do yet on top of trying to work. I have to print up pictures, get my 1099 and check stubs together, get to the store for pantihose, need to buy glue sticks and run them to my daughter at school, need to pick up a Human Services report before going to the lawyer. So much to do and still need to earn a living.

I took too much unplanned time off yesterday. I can't do it again today.

I want this over. I'm afraid I'm going to cave so I can get the short-term anxiety taken care of, but I know in the long run that's bad because then I'll have gone through all of this for nothing.