I feel so overwhelmed with dysfunction. I want to fix it, but there is just to much broken, to much wrong. Where do I start. Do I try to fix my self esteem, or try stopping the sabotaging self talk. Therapy is way to expensive, and not particularily effective. I suppose the best thing is to just accept my lot in life, and try to feel comfortable with that, but can never seem to do that. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.