see just u saying ur concerned makes me feel all anxious I have good days and bad where the thoughts don't bug me at all I have a good support system at home a boyfriend that helps and a bestfriend that might as well be a therapis lol I google all day long about anxiety and ocd it seems to take away the anxious feeling knowing im not the only one that thinks this way and that I will be ok I love my children more then anything in the world always have I probaly would still be on drugs and ****ed up if it wasn't for the the love of my children!! I broke down today in tears because I wanna be normal again with out taking meds I mean all that does is fix it temporarily I don't wanna have to depned on something for the rest of my life! I often meditate as well which seemed to help I would say positive affarmations through out the day! I read self realization books from paramahansa yogananda as well that I recommend to everyone here! im a little worried like just so I know what worries u exactly? the anxiety or something else?