as I'm getting older, almost 20, I realise how I am in need of a close parental relationship. My mother and father were never really close to me. I am realisng now that my mother really knows nothing about me. She doesn't trust me. Just last night she was saying...why are you home. Why are you not at work.

Of course i was not skipping work because I wasn't booked into work to begin with. I've never gone on a pleasurable shopping trip with her. All she does is want to stay home and complain. The only fufilling relationship I have is with my bf but i can't put all my focus on him because it's stressful for him. I've tried so hard to make new friends but I feel no one likes me. I try being friendly and open...but I'm still doing things wrong. I have troubles having friendships because with me I usually get bored of a relationship and then want to be on my own...does anyone have any tips for making new friends?