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Nov 10, 2008, 10:24 PM
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I've almost made it, earthmama. I can see the light. Trust me, it's worth it.
Sure, I still slam into a wall and fall down every now and then as I stumble around, trying to deal with life's current issues or triggers from the past. But I don't stay there as long. Once you've seen the light, it's easier to find your way back.
Where you are right now is in the middle of a dark, cold tunnel and you can't see the light at the end. Blind faith is very difficult. Whatever you do, don't turn around and go back.
It will still be a long journey. The pain and fear and all that goes with healing are like boulders piled high on your back. You are exhausted and confused and the weight of it all is too much.
Put the load down and rest for awhile. It won't weigh so much when you pick up and continue your journey to the light.
I'll be waiting . . . 
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