I thought i was at the bottom of the abyss a week or two ago.i found i could only go deeper. I have thoughts i never had before. And they dont just come and go. They are around all the time.i cant distract myself anymore. I seem to be getting more symptoms by the day. It covers everything.i cant sleep,i dont want to eat,i have no likes or intrests anymore.my thoughts are all messed up. They dont come out right.i cant think things through. Cant do this anymore. I cant even cry. I feel like im stuck in a cold, dark and lonly cage. Im tired of needing help. I dont want to be a burden. I really cant go on. How far down can i go? I have to get off.