No I haven't taken it yet didn't really wanna mention it 'cause everyone's been so supportive and patient with me, just feel guilty and ashamed. Feel awful about yakking on about having awful nights when I havent taken my meds either... I'm gonna see if there's something natural that might help first.
I used to do yoga... helped me a lot, I might start doing it again.

Oh I really shouldn't have said anything..... what's wrong with me

aargh

Do you think there's anyway I could be put to sleep just so I miss my birthday and Christmas... I can't cope with this