I got to T tonight. I hope to have a good session.
I do have to deal with a lie I told, dealing with my T.
I got stupid, and acted impulsively.
I had the really good day yesterday and I am still doing somewhat ok.
I got pissed at a web site I was on saying that people with BPD are emotional abusers and do not live in reality.
So I want to deal with that tonight as well.
I get myself into some really complicated situations...and now no one has seen Dayzee9 online for hours. And I think I am at fault for that. She even said it may be time for her to "check out"
If she doesn't come back online soon I feel like I will want to cut to feel some of the pain she has felt. It is only fair!