((((((((((( chrise ))))))))))))))))))
Needing help does not make you a burden, it makes you human like the rest of us. Do you see a T? My t helps me gauge exactly where I am at, which allows me to see from anothers eyes how serious this may be.
I know the question you are asking very well, it's something that I have asked myself a lot lately. I am sorry that you are feeling bad right now, I hope things get better for you soon.