It is good that you know that this is transference. The anger that was never allowed to be let out when you were a child. Would have been dangerous to let out those feelings back then. I'm sure T knows this too.
One thing that you might find helpful is to write a letter to your abuser with all the colourful language you like. (Don't send it.) Make a bonfire and burn it. It is liberating.
(((((((( earthmama ))))))))
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