Welcome & blessings!

I've got chronic depression, and I always feel better when I'm angry - gets the blood pumping, the heart racing, makes me feel like I can accomplish stuff that I normally just don't have the energy to do - like cleaning the house.

I also feel emotionally flat a lot of the time, so sometimes anger is the only thing I can ever feel deeply. Even if it's negative, feeling something is better than not feeling at all.