aw hun ((((((((((((slefy))))))))))))))) similar situation... and it's hard there's no doubt about that... but your razors WILL leave you... they will leave you because you are strong enough to fight against them and in time get rid of them. I've let myself slip too because my bf broke up with me...

Wish I knew what to say to you... mind if I give you hugs for now?

Take care hun... and no man is worth hurting ourselves over,
Molly