HI Wynne,

I hope that therapy and time and bieng kind to yourself helps take the edge of those terrible things that have happened to you - I can relate to the body thing - i was on a car ramp at a shopping centre next to someone who had jumped and died (im trying not to give details so i dont trigger anyone so forgive me if im vague) i was only there for a short while but it seemed an eternity and it somehow linked into the despair i was feeling at the time. Therapy helped there but it took a while to get to the core issue - i really hope you find something soon that helps you and that you can find a way to move forward and feel better - you are in my thoughts take care P7