Well, I finally did it. I told the ex that she needed to move out now. I gave her till Friday to find a temporary place to crash and told her that I'd help her this weekend to get her stuff moved into storage. The way things are going right now is going to cost us any kind of friendship that we could salvage from the wreckage. We've been friends for 3 years and lovers for another 3 years and that's too much history to blow it over petty crap. She very much wants to stay and see that I get through until October when I move home, but I've decided that I don't need her to hold me up. It's time I stand on my own and face the world and my inner demons. The warrior in me has been resurrected and I'm gonna do this alone. I haven't been alone in years cause I always had a gf or roommates so some alone time will be good for me. There's a sadness in this decision but also a relief. It's high time I got some closure. It's over.

Ry