Well, I want to SI right now. I made a hard decision last night about my ex. I told her that she had to be out by Friday night. It's the right thing to do, but I'm a little excited and anxious at the same time. I haven't lived alone in years cause I always had a gf or roommates. Not I get to. I wanna SI to help me settle down. I'd hate to start another BP cycle over this and SI will cool my jets.

Ry