thanks I know its hard to live this way and sometimes things do get hard and I think about going to see a therapist but I know how they are here they will tell me what's wrong why do u feel this way here take this so on so on but I figured hey I can do all that with my friend he's so very supportive as well as my boyfriend I don't talk about it much with him he doesn't really understand much but im getting through this just like the other obessions all I need to do is stay positive!! positive thinking!