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Originally Posted by Sannah
Selfy, everyone feels upset with a breakup. It is okay to feel upset. He broke up not because you aren't good enough but because break ups happen for all sorts of reasons (people fall out of love or want something else, etc.?). Please do not think badly about yourself! Abandonment sounds like a painful issue for you?
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just a little bit. i mean he was one of the few people i opened up to, and i had actually started thinking maybe he didnt want to leave me, and then bang im alone again. unfortunately i dont think he meant it but he totally reinforced the idea that people are scared of me and hate me and want me to go away.
i dont know whyyyyy im so frightened of being left all alone, but its a constant fear. tom and kerry both said i should see someone which ergh i dont really wanna....
but yeh.
fail.
everythings just bit me in the arse these last 2 days.
thankyou ginnie for the hugs.