I speak coming from a kid who grew up with depressed parents, and whose friends parents have or have tried committing suicide... that if you were to die, your girlfriend and kids would be crushed. Don't do it. Even if you can't live for yourself then live for your family, for your children, until you can see for yourself how much we all love and care about you, and how great of a person you are who deserves to live and be loved. You may be wounded, but wounds can be healed. Yes, it will take time, a lot of time... but in the end you don't really know what the future will bring, it may be bleak but I see in you and your future to be a lot of joy even though life hurts so much right now.
You don't have to go it alone either
There are a lot of people in the world who are there to listen to you
To help you
So that life is no longer so painful...
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