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Nov 12, 2008, 08:15 PM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Templeton, Mass.
Posts: 110
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I hate life right now.
My dads looking into houses and jobs and a storing ****ing thing at the place we came from. And I know its hypocritical, but I used to want to go back so bad. But now, I'd rather go anywhere but where I was. I dont want to go back....what the ****. Why does life have to be that way? Im only 16 so its not like I can do anything about it, I can cry bloody tears but my dad wouldnt give a ****. Back when my dad knew I was cutting myself, I cried in front of him, bawled, pleading to go back. We could have, and he said we would if thats what would fix my problem. But no, ****ing no, now that we're too poor to even rent a god damn house for ourselves, we're getting evicted and moving back.
He could have saved me when I needed it...before I got attached to the ****ing people up here. UHGZHGHSFASFSJHDHk I just want to scream and cry uncontrolably. I just want to ****ing have something go my way, just for once. Instead of wasting my time on people who never give a **** about me. Just for one ****ing day, I want something to go the way Id like it, even if it were just for a couple hours, you know? I ****ing hate life and the way that it has to be so ******. Nothing ever times itself out right. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I seriously just want to die right now. That way I wouldnt have to deal with being stressed, and depressed and all the stupid ****ing worries that come along with this ****** life. UGH! 
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