(((((((((((( Steph )))))))))))))))) It sounds like you are in a very stressful situation and sadly at your age there is not a whole lot that you can control. Please take good care of yourself, it is just a few years before you can start making your own decisions and remember in this day and time there are many ways to stay in contact with people that you are away from. The move to where you are now was rough but in the end it turned out okay maybe the next move can be just as good.