(((((((((((((( Zloppy ))))))))))))))))) If you are in immediate danger please seek help. I know life can seem so pointless at times I can really understand where you are coming from, I am there too. What has somewhat helped me is to make a list of all the positive things reasons to keep living, I know that is hard but there are positives I promise. Try doing anything that you find enjoyable it really may help, I know that it doesn't seem like it will but trust me on this, things will get better.