Flashbacks. I can not go one day without having to remember things about my past. They make me so depressed after, and I can't function throughout the day sometimes. I see a T but, i see her maybe every month and a half. I have no one to talk to and actually tell them how i feel, and them listen. I try to just suck it up the best way I can, but that doesn't really help. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and disappear.