bad bad bad bad baaaad morning
had a bad night, as well as nightmares and the usual, my stomach was playing up... its 7.25am and I feel sick and the pain in my stomach is awful and I've just cried my way through a shower (suicidal thoughts again)... thing is, I have to pull myself together, got to see my littlies soon.
I think I'm changing that docs appointment I need it sooner.