being alone isnt always bad thing. Artists and creative people crave time alone. You do need a support group, somebody to get you when you fall but when your alone find something to fill the void. Do something that will make you a better person. Learn someting, anything. Do crafts, read some books, etc. Or better yet find somebody that needs you. There are lots of people in the worl that just need somebody. Go to a homeless shelter or animal shelter and volunteer. Go find out who your neighbors are, have a block party. Good luck and much love.