Hi Echoes!

I was thinking of it like this: I don't think your T will be mad at you for the angry voicemail because she told you that you were "dropping down walls." If you left her an angry voicemail and you were honest with your emotion there, then you were definitely not putting up a barrier.

I think you are brave for taking this risk and it will be of value as far as processing it with her. Maybe you have reached a new level in your relationship with her where you don't feel uncomfortable.