What does it mean, when you dont trust somebody totally, but love them,

you dont respect what they do. you think they hold back from doing better. and in turn makes you have hateful feelings of them.

what does it mean when you love the person and dont want them to leave but you feel like yoiu cannot be with them?

Am i just comfortable? I can look at him at times and think hes the best thing in the world for me, and just 5 minutes later. hate him......or feel hatred towards him. Im so confused.

I dont want him to leave but I do. please help. I have been in a relationship/marriage for 16 years......dont know what to do.

he blames me, my bipolar, my attitude. Ive lost respect for him i think.

maybe a break? break up with him?

Colleen