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I have had that experience of being "alone" and with T at the same time. It's disorienting and kind of scary when it's over. I your T. He is so good at caring for you, grounding you, being sure you get what you need.

It makes my heart ache that your unconscious is working so hard to protect you from your pain. But maybe that is what you needed right then. If only we could speed up healing, it seems like it would be so much easier. But we can't. So I'm glad that T was there with you, and that he is STILL there with you, even though you are not physically together.

Thinking of you, sending so many