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I am so relieved that things are getting better...
Because losing you would be too painful to bear
Please keep going to therapy Griffe, it's worth it
I understand that war inside...
At this point, I gave up trying to talk with myself,
At least for a little while
Until I have the time and energy again
I wouldn't recomend it though, it just makes the fighting worse...
Really worse
But it's easier in my head to take a beating rather then trying to resolve it
It is a lot easier to be cold and to slip away control of my own inner voice and hurt the other parts of me then it is to trust, be deceived, and hurt my own personal self.
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