When I left the house today to go to therapy I was going to make it a point to try to look at her at least once...did I do it..nope. I wish I could just at least glance at her. I don't know why I can't and even wanted to talk about it but couldn't bring up the courage to even talk about it. Maybe it would be easier to talk about it if I emailed her first. I don't know.

Jbug