I am so depressed right now. Suicidal and depressed. I'm off of me Geodon and starting risperdal tonight. I haven't had a suicidal thought in a while and I don't trust myself. I tried talking to my husband about it but he doesn't understand. I feel so low. I don't want to go to the hospital because I know this will pass eventually. Also, I've never been to the hospital so I'm scared. Anyway, thanks for listening.