Your family loves you, your friends love you. I don't know your story but it seems to me that you don't love yourself. If you don't love yourself you can not allow anyone else to love you. I feel that way too, the only thing to do is to learn to love yourself and then you will realize they all love you very much. This isn't as easy as it sounds, I'm working on that also but one day if you try hard and keep fighting through the pain you will be a survivor and be stronger for it. Find the love inside of you. xoxo
You are an amazing writer. I wish I could express as you do.
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