My boyfriend and I have been dating for over a year now and about 2 months ago we moved in together. He is 29 and I am 19 but our maturity level meets in the middle for the most part. We got along pretty well the first 9 months of our relationship and then after we started living together is when things started to get out of control. I try to blame our distance on stress of school and moving into a new city where I know no one and of course my depression but I figure it should be the opposite. He's the only one I have to talk to and spend time with but I seem to push him away and want nothing to do with him. Most of time I can't even stand to be around him, I'd almost rather be alone with my cat.

Is this part of my depression or is our relationship not meat to be? I'm not the type of person who is going to be a relationship if I'm so unhappy but I don't want to send him off, he has no where to go and just started a new job in the city and can't afford to live on his own right now. He says he'd be fine but sometimes I just wish he would dump me so I don't have to be the bad guy. We don't even touch eachother.

Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks