((D_A))
just a thought, but what is a normal day mean to you? freedom from these nightmares and flashbacks?
more laughter in your life? gentle hugs from caring people--here and IL?
in any way can you define what it means to you?
sometimes just knowing when those goals are can make a difference to us...it did for me. I was able to concentrate on what I needed/wanted and it made it easier for me to cut things down into manageable actions.

Hoping you feel better,
Cap