Please please help me someone please........why cant l see and feel
l see the words the appear onthe paper but the feelings l cant feel...
oh Lord why cant l feel you.........please please please the sadness has engulfed me and is swallowing me whole......... 
today l know
l cant make someone love me.....just be someone who can be loved
no matter how much l care.....some just wont care back
it takes years to build trust.......it taken away in a second
you can do something in an instant....have heartache forever
to be forgiven by others......l need to forgive myself first
learning to forgive me takes practice
we are responsbile for our actions.......no matter how we feel
its easier to react....... than to try and think
not to forgive will mean l am imprisoned in my past
"True guilt says l have done badly.... the shame tells me l am bad"
Dear Lord
please love me despite what l have done or failed to do
Please forgive me my sins and Lord Jesus ,
Please come into my life once again so l may feel you in my heart
So you may be my Lord and Saviour.
Help me to try to forgive myself.....to rid myself of this shame and guilt so l may never shame others
Give me strength to fight these bad thoughts that are flocked in my head.... to fight the evil that is surrrounding me
Lord hear my prayer
Amen
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"never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish.... few things are more humiliating and what a tragedy when they believe you"
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