i think people see the inconsistencies and erratic behavior and choices or actions and think we are lying. it is confusing to other people when we change suddenly or do conflicting things or say conflicting things and it gets people upset with us. i tend to forget a number of things due to dissociating and it makes me look careless or like i'm covering up my mistakes and i just don't remember things. sometimes i do things and can't explain why and that gets me in trouble with people like my spouse. it gets confusing and upsetting. i call it "trying to tap dance between the raindrops" and it is hard to do!
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