((((((((Lilkat))))))))

Welcome to PC.
I'm sorry you are struggling.
Those could very well be symptoms of depression.
It is a good thing that you are seeking help and support!
It might be a good idea to talk to your parents or doctor,
or even a school counselor.
It is better to catch these kind of things as soon as possible before it gets too bad and hard to ask for help.
Hang in there!

kt