Oh Ryan -- I was out of town and haven't been able to spend much time here lately so I didn't see this.

Sweetie, breakups take time to get over. 3 months is not a long time... especially if you see her every day.

It is not hopeless. And, you haven't ruined everything. Don't get caught in self-destructive thinking. You have so many friends here and you are such a caring guy -- take care of yourself first, your ferrets second... and know that we are here and care about you.

Love,
LMo