((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Miss ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so glad he called back. I ask for messages from T just so I know he's really there and our connection is real....and he ALWAYS calls back....but sometimes if there is a long wait, all of this chatter starts in my head ("see? he's NOT there, it's NOT real!") and then he calls and I feel soothed and okay again. It does feel risky to make those calls - because we are asking for something that we really need, and if we don't get it...what does that mean?!

Now you have his message to listen to this weekend...you know he is really THERE and he cares. I hope that brings you peace and you have a really nice Saturday and Sunday.