ya the fight. I hear you loud and clear. I read in the bible the other day, that its ok to feel, feel for others, have things you love, but to have a strong passion for things, is not a good thing. this is only my opinion. and what I read. in nother words, god says, that is my job, to judge, to have your burdens, I created you, and you were not meant to bare all these things, he wants your body to be whole, and he nos what you need. I used to feel so much strong feeling for things, and it would leave me on an emotional roller coaster, then I read that passage in the bible, put it to use and it helps.its not that you dont care its that its not your job sometimes , you have to take care of yourself