i can understand tis. i slipped up quite recently. and i know that thescars i get from the cuts will be bad. and will possibly keloid. (thanks perzephone btw. i might try that)
its incredibly shameful. to me anyway. my friend saw them and he jsut looked at me and said ' its too much. please dont do it again.' people tell me thAT alot, but the look on his face said so much.
i feel incredibly stupid and as a result, im having trouble accepting myself right now.
but we gotta just tell ourselves it was a slip. we did it then, all wecn do now is try notto do it again.
self is the key