Hey Junebug, I am a guy and if I had feeling for someone, but I didn't act on it, what you did would be the perfect ice breaker. It will also give you too something to laugh about. I think it will work it's way out. I know what you are feeling though. You do something that turns out to be a litttle silly then you frat till you see it's ok. The second have is the bpd thing, I think the first is you want to get closer so you did something. It is better to do something then nothing. I hope this helps.